sunnuntai 2. joulukuuta 2012

My Christmas wishlist

My Christmas wishlistBoth shoes - Jeffrey Campbell/Karmaloop, sequin pants - Karmaloop, heart shaped clutch - Nastygal, 3d rose sweater - Ebay,  both lipstick - YvesSaintLaurent 

tiistai 27. marraskuuta 2012

Royal sleeves

Guess who got her new baby home? Lol.

I'm sorry about the quality of these pictures. I'll post better pictures when I get some light
to take proper photos. I love this dress! Although it's a bit short and narrow from the chest.
But otherwise it's lovely!

maanantai 19. marraskuuta 2012

Skinny lavender

Hi, you beautiful people! I'm so sorry for this brake I had. I had nothing to post about
and I really haven't been on the mood to tell you guys anything. Well I'm sorry to say you this, but I
think I'll be having more these kind of brakes. You see, the reason is that once again - I'm not
happy with myself and it really bothers me. I'm having some weird issues going on my life
and the stress is killing me. I'm tired all the time and my sleeping hours are usually between 2
and 5 hours. Also been noticing how my body, hair... the whole look suffers from it
(also my sanity). I feel like eating is the only way to keep me awake. Okay now I've told way too
much, but I can't really concentrate to this blog before I get my life back on track. It'll be easy for me
cause you know... I like to live on the moment (lol yolo).

Okay, enough about bad things! Christmas is coming and no one should be crying at the times
like these! I'm actually kinda exited because guess what's waiting at me on the post office?

So yes, finally after over a month, IT ARRIVED. It's just... perfect.
The dress is from Wildfox Couture

Btw, did you notice that there's a One Direction's song in this post? I don't know why
but that song just brings the tears into my eyes, even though I'm kinda a ''One Dihater''.


lauantai 10. marraskuuta 2012

The sad story of Fire Girl

Hi, everyone. Have you guys ever heard the story of ''Fire girl''? No?
Fine, I'll tell you. 

Year 1890. 13 years old Elisabeth Ruth lived with her parents in a small house in the
middle of an old forest. Her life wasn't just like every normal girls life.
The difference was that her parents hated her. Her father was drunk all the time
and her mother had spent 5 years in a madhouse.  
Elisabeth's parents hit her, cut her, gave her no food and called her with awful names like
''useless'' or ''bitch''. The whole town knew what kind of parents she had. That's why she didn't
have any friends. People were too afraid to be with her.
One thing that Elisabeth really liked was fire. The look of it, the light and warmness that came
from it had a relaxing effect on her and every time she lighted up the fireplace she just stopped
her every movement and started staring at the fire. 
One night her father came home ,drunk and late, and noticed how his daughter was looking at the fire. He asked Elisabeth to cook him something, but Elisabeth didn't answer anything.
Her father asked again, but when Elisabeth remained silence, he got mad. He called his crazy wife
to come and hold Elisabeth for a while. Elisabeth tried to struggle away from her mother's
arms, but it was useless. She asked ''Mother, father, what are you going to do with me?''
Her father answered: ''If you can't answer every question I make, it's best for you not to speak at all.''
He smiled, took a knife from his pocket and cut her tongue off. 
Next night Elisabeth was sitting in the yard, watching the candles in a big lantern.
Her father went to see her and laughed: ''You're crazy, bitch. You don't deserve to see the light
of the fire.'' After this he pushed his daughter down, took the same knife, and dug her eyes out.
Elisabeth died because of the blood she lost. Her father left the body there and the next day,
he and his wife moved away.

No why did I want to share this story with you? Well, I just want you to put some
candles of lanterns outside for her. I did, and she came for me. She didn't have any eyes,
and she didn't speak a word, but she smiled at me wrote two word into the ground:

You're welcome Elisabeth. You're welcome <3

perjantai 9. marraskuuta 2012


dress - Just Female
shoes - Jeffrey Campbell
nail ring - Rings and Tings

Hello! Sorry about the quality of these pictures, I took the photos with my old camera.
Today has been a weird day... I went to school after 2 hours of sleep, but after the first
lesson, I was so tired and kinda depressed that I got a permission to go home.
After that I've been just sleeping with my electricity blanket (it warms up itself!),
eated and taken these photos. I gotta say that I don't feel so good...
I'm extremely tired and I have a headache. I hate this!
Well enough about that. I decided to make something simple, but playful (I think the playful part
is because of my hair). I bought this lovely dress, pearl ring and the shoes from Copenhagen
and I really like them!


keskiviikko 7. marraskuuta 2012

Don't cry, my love

Hi! Look at my new ombre hair! Cool, huh? It's really much darker than it's in here,
and it's not blue ): (blue would've damaged my hair too much, BUT I WILL GET MY BLUE).
I'm sorry I haven't posted anything. It's just that, I've been really tired recently (last night I
slept only 3 hours!). I've been stressing out  pretty much everything (sorry, I can't tell you more).
Also the fact that it gets dark right at the moment I get home... Trying to be fast tomorrow.

So, sorry and now, I'm seriously trying to get some sleep!

sunnuntai 4. marraskuuta 2012

Redheaded girl playing a cello

A duck, painting and a shoe box.
I'm tired, if you can see. I'll post something better tomorrow dears <3

lauantai 3. marraskuuta 2012

Deep purple

Long time no see, huh?

I know, and I'm sorry. I really can't take any pictures because the daylight is almostgone when I get to home from the school.I need to tell you guys something and I really hope that my friends etc. will read this:It's about something my mom asked me today. She asked that why do I want to weardark clothes, put on dark lipstick and eye makeup and color my hair with ''colors that don't belongto your hair'', like blue or lavender.She said that she'll not let me become a ''bad girl''. I have to say that I laughed so hard!So just telling this to all of you (especially to my dear friends).I'm not a ,so called, bad girl... Really... (lmaoing here).I just like to wear a bit darker stuff because of winter. It has always been like that!I really like my eyeliner makeup! It's cute and hides the marks of tiredness.And why do I want to color my hair with blue or lavender? Hm, let's see...I rly don't know, I guess I just love those awesome colors! People say that hair color is an attitude.For me it's just the color you like. Nothing more.I remember those times, when I was afraid to be who I really wanted to be.I'm not anymore. The only thing that I'm afraid of is that people won't accept me.This city where I live... In here difference is something people don't really like.And I'm afraid that my friends will be ashamed of my looks, clothing, hair, EVERYTHING.I don't want to be alone. That would be the only reason why I'd look like everyone else.But don't get me wrong, I know all of you wouldn't leave me alone! Sorry if this sounds a bit mean.So basically  the reason I'm telling this to you is my mom. She's concerned that I'm turninginto a goth etc. NO. HAH, defiantly NOT. I haven't ever seen skulls, crosses or brighthair been the main reasons for turning into a (i don't even want to write them).I really loved her face when I told her that I bought these shoes.I don't know why but I love them! They feel like a part of me...I dunno, what the hell have I just written, but I hope you people understand, thatI'm the same person I've always been, and I won't change.

I love you mom.

What a stupid text, I gotta say.
Goodnight, dears <3

torstai 25. lokakuuta 2012

my fridge is empty

Hello snow! Long time no see.
(It's not like I didn't expect this white shit to come.)

keskiviikko 24. lokakuuta 2012

Cross bomb

flower headpiece - DIY
black knit cardigan - Saint Tropez
velvet skirt - Romwe

I feel like I may be sick... My head hurts so bad and I have a terrible sore throat!
I hate cold autumns! Oh and if you are going to buy that skirt (right now it's now available)
I need to tell you that even if the name of the skirt says that it's colored in navy,
it's not. It's pure purple. Well who cares, I love it anyway!
Btw should I colour my hair darker or lighter? I'd really like to have some change!
Try not to catch a cold, dears!
Bye ~

sunnuntai 21. lokakuuta 2012

God kicked me out from paradise

Do you know the feeling when you're really, REALLY bored and you start messing around,
dancing and singing? - Well I do and you can probably see it from these pictures...
Last day I came back from Copenhagen. I gotta tell you, I haven't ever felled in love with anything 
as much as I did with the city. I didn't want to leave and when I saw the Helsinki airport, I almost
started crying... I wanna go back, and never leave Copenhagen again.
I feel kinda anguished in my own home. Like I wouldn't belong in here. I guess I don't.
Please, I need a miracle. I want to go back to my little paradise and never leave again.
You lucky little Danish bastards. Why did you have to be so nice and kind to me?
Starting Danish lessons tomorrow...

P.S: Haluisko ihmiset, et kirjoittaisin kans suomeks? 

maanantai 15. lokakuuta 2012


Right now I gotta say that things are not so good in my life...
I don't think that I am able to trust anyone ever again. I want to escape from this.
Thank God that I'm going to Copenhagen on Wednesday.
Try to smile as long as you can, dears. 

torstai 11. lokakuuta 2012

My style

Hi! I decided to make a post about my style and what kind of clothes I'd really love to wear!:


First of all... WILDFOX.
I just love this brand! I really adore girly looking pastel clothes which still have kind
of  a gothic touch. I'm actually getting one of those dresses, but that will stay as a secret
for now... I also like big rings with big decoration! Those Swarovski rings are just perfect.

My favourite shoes

And here are the ''weirdest'' shoes that I like. Kinda strange for me to like them,
but something about these lovelies just interests me so much.
I wear more like casual, simple shoes. I really like those ''manly'' Dr. Martens!
Big shoes have always been my fav.

bottoms & accessories
And the last collection is for accessories and bottoms.
I love silver/gold/copper toned pants and accs.
My one dream has always been sequin pants! They're just so glam and chic!
I also love leather backpacks. I really need to get one.

Well here it was! Looks like a unicorn had thrown up, but I guess that's my style! :D

Hope you enjoyed!
Good night.

keskiviikko 10. lokakuuta 2012

Wildfox competition

Hey! I just entered to Wildfox competition on Asos!
Check my look from here and give me a heart! ♥

Thank you!

sunnuntai 7. lokakuuta 2012

farkut/jeans - ASOS
villapaita/sweater - Romwe
kengät/shoes - Jeffrey Campbell

Hej! Tossa on kolme juttua mitä on tullu taas postista!
Jännää ku kuvissahan on ekat Jeffrey Campbellin kenkäni...
yllättävän mukavat (ja söötin väriset)!
Oon aina syksyn tullen vaihtanu värikkäät ja hempeät pastellisävyt tummiin, synkkiin väreihin
kuten tummanvihreä, musta ja sininen. Nyt asia on vissiin toisin.
Millaset säät teillä muuten siellä on? Täällä on niin kylmä että voin haistaa jo lumen.
Anteeksi muuten kun on ollut todella, TODELLA kiireistä. Ensi viikolla kolme
koetta ja sitten onkin syysloma. Odotan sitä innolla.
Olin muuten tämän viikonlopun isosleirillä. Sanonpahan vaan, että
tutustuin (jälleen) mitä mahtavimpiin ihmisiin ja oppisin paljon enemmän positiivista vanhoistakin kavereista.
Kyllä kannatti! Nyt menen lukemaan (yllätys, yllätys) matikan kokeeseen...
Heihei yöunet. Tulee ikävä!

Teille muuten kysymys:
- Mitä muuttaisitte tässä blogissa? Itse tykkään kovasti,
mutten millään saa lukijoita vaikka kuinka yrittäisin.

Translation: Howdy! Here are three things that I have reseived from the mail,
like my first pair of Jeffrey Campbells! They're so cute and comfy!

Usually when the autumn arrives, I've changed my pastel colours to dark,
black, navy, green clothes. I guess it's all different now.
It's already so cold in here that I can literally smell the snow. 

Btw I have a question for you:
- What would you change in this blog? I kinda like my blog,
but I have only 21 readers and I can't get more no matter how i try!

maanantai 1. lokakuuta 2012

Je suis.. oh **** this, I can't speak French

Hey! I just wanted to show this amazing dress that I found from Motel Rocks.

Omg I love it so much!
Should I buy it? I really, REALLY want it!
But seriously, where would a girl like me, who has no outdoor life 
use it? (hah, I'm still gonna get it!)

Well the real information was that I have six tests during these
two weeks. Yes, you heard, six tests.
So basically that means that I have no time to post anything
and I should be reading to French test right now. I hate school.